I think the hardest time was when the funeral came. It was hard seeing all your family members crying all the time and not being able to talk to him and say goodbye for the last time. I also held a baseball tournament on the same day as a traveling team's funeral. It was a tough decision whether to stay or go play, my dad said I could do one or the other and if I wanted to go play he would take me. After thinking about it, I decided to stay and go to the next tournament and my dad was okay with it. I think the hardest part after their death is how it divided my family. I've never spoken to or seen two of my psychic uncles, and I haven't even seen many of my cousins. The main reason is because my grandfather left a lot of his money, business and farms to my father to separate or maintain and they didn't like it, but over the years my family has become closer and closer and I hope that sometime in the future we can all come together again as one family. I miss my grandparents every day and think about them every day