This time I forced myself not to look in any room, to just focus on the way out. However, it was impossible to escape the negative thoughts that filled my mind. Thinking of the worst for my father, I began to wonder: What if there were other complications he would have to face or what if our family had trouble making money? I noticed the hospital church, I'm not Christian, but faith is important in my family. “Faith,” I thought to myself, as the doors in front of me opened and the fresh air hit me