He was my guide, my teacher, my inspiration, my best friend... He was there for me, no matter what. When I needed someone to talk to, he was always there to listen to me and give me advice when I needed it. I remember when he would take me to the park to walk and enjoy each other's company. We were so close that no one could ever separate us. But things changed as I grew up. At some point in my life I became irresponsible, apathetic and selfish. When Lolo was hospitalized, I didn't even bother to stay by his side and take care of him when he needed me most. After he came home from the hospital, I still didn't spend time with him. I didn't worry about his health because he seemed to feel fine. While I was enjoying time with my friends, I forgot that there was a person at home waiting for my company. That's why, when he died, my whole mind was filled with remorse and disappointment. If I could go back in time, I would take care of him all day and listen to his amazing stories